i don’t want u

Lyrics & Music by Caleb Ballard

Don’t want to love your laugh. Don’t want to drink your sighs. But there’s a polygraph

Deep in your moonstone eyes.

I kiss no beestung lips. Inhale no French perfume. You fling no silken slips

all around my darkened room.

Yeah I still  cry. I’m totally terrified. I’m afraid that I might survive and be captured. Exiled and enraptured. 

At your door. Yeah I opened it once before. Got kicked to the bottom floor.

I was taken. Such a fool. So mistaken.

I swear I don’t want you. 

Maybe sex is close to death.

Not close enough for me.

Swimming in each other’s breath. Then you abandoned me to sea. 

Don’t want to wreck my bed. Crimson red trap door. Don’t wanna give you head. Don’t need le petite mort. 

I’m totally terrified. I’m afraid that I might not die. Afraid that I might survive and be captured. Exiled and enraptured. 

At your door. Yeah I opened it once before. Got kicked to the bottom floor. I was taken. Such a fool. So mistaken.

I swear I don’t want you. 

I swear I don’t want you.